Willl Work Hard Beats The Impossible ?

So, have you ever been in your life, coming face to face with a condition where you are given a very challenging task? 

With a very great risk. Very little chance of success. 

And then, there you are,

Crying.

You're afraid that your hard work won't work.

. .

That what you will do, won't give any difference in outcomes.

You are so overwhelmed by the thoughts of having to make sure everything go well.

Then you remember who you were.

All you've been through, all the failure you've ever made.

Felt like a screen has been put in front of you and you watched them all.

Time tickles, and that question comes,

Can. tick.

you. tock

?

You felt powerless, you ask power from your God, from Allah.

You hope so much that He will cleanse that fear, that doubts, all from your hearts.

Aameen.

But still, you're afraid, the past mistakes and the past sins that you've ever made are gonna go back.

Crushing you.

Punch you in the stomach, then let you get back up.

Only to punch you back, even harder.

Blood flows from your mouth.

You look around. . . where is everyone?

Felt like it's pitch black, the darkness that surrounds you.

Still, you're looking for a light, a ray of hope.

A door to get out of this rooms full of aromas of self-loathe, self-curse.

There are only 3 people in the room.

You. Your beater. Your seducer.

Your seducer seduce you, you follow it.

Then the beater punches you back to make you realize that you are not supposed to be in this room.

It was there to make you realize that you're afraid of it, of being beaten.

Making you wanting to get out of the room quick.

And you comes back to your reality.

With this analogous imagination of your own life in your mind following you all around

. . .

You. Yes you. Are asked to do, to take these great risks, to push you to take a leap of faith.

Now, you faced doubts.

Your second boss monster has already been waiting for you.

Negotiating you to come back and not take that path.

Will you insist to go on? Haw?

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O Allah, help me.