Change

"The secret of change, what was that again?" Loki recalled as he cycled on his way home.
"Um.. To focus all of your energy, not on fighting the old, but on building the new?". "Yeah, that's it." He ensured.

Lately, Loki has been trying to carry on his life to a better place. But there's something that he thought is lacking. Often, he's too rushing. Too spontaneous. Maybe that was what had caused his life's still in some way, miserable.

Although he had listed all the things he wanted to do for the upcoming holiday, he hasn't made any priorities, plan, outline. Yup, not PLAN, not even PRIORITY.

He's just somehow, unwilling to make a good plan. Okay, now what was it means to be a good plan?
"A business plan will be hard to implement unless it is simple, specific, realistic and complete. Even if it is all these things, a good plan will need someone to follow up and check on it." - Tim Berry, Hurdle: The book on business planning
 The plan he has made is simple, kind of realistic, not too specific, and the most concerning part is, incomplete.

"Mm hum, maybe that's it?" --- Well, let's give it a try!

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Stories.. ?

Hello, world..
Long time no see, worldie ~
So, I'm gonna tell you some stories.

First thing first, I fight for my dreams. I fight hard.
But just like now, 11:32 PM, 1 hour ago I just got back to my home.
And here I am, killing myself, my scores.
And the next day I'll be slacking off because I need more sleep.
I d i s l i k e SLEEP!

I wanted to keep this eye open.
I wanted to remember about..*whisper.
I wanted to study Arabics language.
I wanted to get my Qur'an recitation back, all of them.
I wanted to paint my bicycles :<
I wanted to write a story about my consequent dreams about *whisper
I wanted to know how come Mr. Z. can talk about the one I liked once I was in my junior high.
I wanted to run in the rain.
I wanted to be not alive, I lost meanings.
I love you, myself. Don't die on me, 'kay? : )

I wanted to discover who my future wife will be.
I wanted to drive a Ninja and the families of motorcycle.
I wanted to take on Kendo practice with Chan".
I wanted to get my abstract drawings done.
I wanted to go to school early in the morning.
I wanted to go to the mountains.
I wanted to take on as many try out as possible.
I wanted to study Islam from a wise Syeikh or Ustadz.
I wanted to make my life more directed.
I wanted to talk with *whisper
Coz I'm fragile, I'm vulnerable, and all the more so I want to make some things certain.

I don't want to sleep. But I HAVE TO!

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