Kenapa harus gini? ... I just want to share. And that's how you reacted. I'm fine already with you being chosen. Aku ikhlas. Now, I wanna know whether that really is the best choice for you. I'm not hurt because of you becoming it. I was hurt because you didn't told me. Sounds foolish, right? You said that your score might go bad if you joined any other one. Are you sure you can keep learning while becoming it? I don't know. That's why I asked. And you keep silent. Gosh, why is this so wrong? ..

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Inspiring. (?) xD

Again, have you?

Just keep swimming, just keep swimming - Finding Nemo

Keep trying!

                                                                               Fighting! :)

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New Feelings: Lonely

                                                                              Lonely.

Now, finally, in this life of mine. I know how it was. Finally.
I've got this something-is-missing feeling since, well, maybe around one week ago.
I've ever told you, right? I don't exactly know what I want. I just want someone to be there. Fill the gap within my heart.
Someone. Or anyone. Isn't it scary? Feels like anyone shall fill my heart. Meanwhile if I my heart is filled with the wrong person, then my life may be ruined.
It feels like I have something to say to someone, but there's no one that's going to hear and understand it well. And the someone herself. In the end, I can do is just to soothe myself by thinking positively about it. But, in the end, nobody hears me out.
I'm not really surprised with how lonely works, but I just knew that it can be pretty torturing. And when I saw my friends go home right away. One by one, they left me. Just now I knew. How it really felt.
Knowing that the only one who's going to cheer you up is only you yourself. That's all.

Wish you guys good nights :). Semangat H2O2 ~

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