Actually I feel kinda strange when I'm near(actually, really near) a girl, that's why I avoided that kind of condition. But some kinda harsh example is when I am inside a public transportation.. What can I do?
I also actually feel kinda strange when an unknown girl stare at me, I mean when we just met in a very unknown condition, then suddenly she just started to take a look at me.
Even in normal cases when I'm meeting a girl friend(not girlfriend) of mine talks with me in normal settings, it's sometimes still hard for me to look at them in their eyes at all times when we talked.
My respect for girl, woman, is not the kind of normal respect. I basically respect them the way they respect themselves.
Women, girl, whom I respected the most are the ones who wear hijab because they have respect for the beauty given to them. They didn't give it for free. The only people that they allow to know about their physical beauty(ies) are their family and the most special one, the husband that they'll all have after such a special waiting.
Women, girl, whom I kind of disrespect are the ones that didn't preserve the beauty they've been given by Allah. It isn't about for free or not. If it is, then it's just a matter of payment bill and check, on hotel, or anywhere. It's just that they aren't that special. Physical beauties that can easily be seen and pursued by anyone. To me, it seems like they're inviting the wolves.
I was once a wolf too. Even now, that instinct is
I also actually feel kinda strange when an unknown girl stare at me, I mean when we just met in a very unknown condition, then suddenly she just started to take a look at me.
Even in normal cases when I'm meeting a girl friend(not girlfriend) of mine talks with me in normal settings, it's sometimes still hard for me to look at them in their eyes at all times when we talked.
My respect for girl, woman, is not the kind of normal respect. I basically respect them the way they respect themselves.
Women, girl, whom I respected the most are the ones who wear hijab because they have respect for the beauty given to them. They didn't give it for free. The only people that they allow to know about their physical beauty(ies) are their family and the most special one, the husband that they'll all have after such a special waiting.
Women, girl, whom I kind of disrespect are the ones that didn't preserve the beauty they've been given by Allah. It isn't about for free or not. If it is, then it's just a matter of payment bill and check, on hotel, or anywhere. It's just that they aren't that special. Physical beauties that can easily be seen and pursued by anyone. To me, it seems like they're inviting the wolves.
I was once a wolf too. Even now, that instinct is
still here inside. Every time I am given a chance
to take a peek at the physical beauties that shared
disrespectfully, then I'd gladly strike it to my grab.
I try not to look at a girl wildly. The instinct that will never be die out, flavored with the old imagination from my past times. That is the thing that will always hold me back.My highest respect for girl are given that way. So, please don't feel so strange if you see me in a way of avoiding eye contact for a long time, avoiding getting near you, or anything.
