I've been on NoFap streak for about, well since January 2nd, maybe? Which means this's the longest I've gone, that's 28+20=48 days. And you know, I feel bad.
I feel that no body cares about me except myself. Ha, ha.
"Iyo Haw, awakmu iku situk ae, nek akeh2 gak kuat dunyo iki."
Talk sh*t.
I no longer able to cry anymore. It's like my heart has been frozen by the raindrops that's being pour to me endlessly as I run through the rain.
I feel strong, and on the same time, emotionless. I feel numb. I can think, but I cannot feel.
My heart has lost its sensitivity.
Loneliness just hit me pretty hard. Good Luck, Haw!
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