At some moments of my life. When I give a clear, bright, and sheeny light. That even I am proud of myself.
And there's also some moments of my life. When I was lost sight, disappearing, not owning any more light.
And I look at the stars around me. They're all looked so shiny too. I was told that they shine by themselves.
How cool.
I was told that I need to focus on my sun. The things that I loved, and liked to do.
But still, I often looked at the stars. They looked so interesting. So amusing.
The star's activities, how they create their own shine. Very cool, right? I think so.
Their shine looked flawless, their heat are so warming me, and their positioning themselves are just perfect.
Why is it that they're so amazing?
Some times, I do wonder.
How'd it feel if I were to be near them? If I were to be reflecting their light.
Am I going to be like them? Strong, sheeny, and just so cool yet able to warm this petrified soil.
Is things gonna be alright? Will my light shine for'eva?
But my cores forbid me to. They prohibited me to have a new source of rays.
My cores disclosed me the facts that I'm not ready for that yet.
But I want to. Crack, crack. Some faults arise in my body.
I really want to.
No, my cores said. You need to wait some more. To be more patient.
Learn to control this magma seething inside you.
Look at that strong gravity you had when you meet them.
Look at all your faults, your acute ravines in your body.
Look at this, your very own core, which is still lacking repair.
Are you ready yet?
And so I was only allowed to try to reflect some of the stars' light, and only watching them from afar.
Only able to be amazed by them. To help them by my flaws. And wait. Yeah, wait.
For this moon to grow, and soon be a star, just like all of them.
I'm waiting for the time I become 'That solely shining star'.
And soon finding my moon, or to meet with another beautiful star.
And strengthen our gravity bond. And become a magnificent pair of star.
This is all.
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